A Good Day for "Blah"

What I've done

In this farewell
There's no blood
There's no alibi
'Cause I've drawn regret
From the truth
Of a thousand lies

So let mercy come
And wash away

What I've done
I'll face myself
To cross out what I've become
Erase myself
And let go of what I've done

Put to rest
What you thought of me
While I clean this slate
With the hands
Of uncertainty

So let mercy come
And wash away

What I've done
I'll face myself
To cross out what I've become
Erase myself
And let go of what I've done

For what I've done
I start again
And whatever pain may come
Today this ends
I'm forgiving what I've done

I'll face myself
To cross out what I've become
Erase myself
And let go of what I've done

-Linkin Park


Today, for some reason, I can't seem to fight this extreme feeling of humiliation... if it's even that. Every second feels like another freak-out or breakdown waiting to happen. I'm really starting to wonder what in the hell is going on with me. I'm acting in a way that I am COMPLETELY unfamiliar with. I don't want anyone to see me this way. I don't even want to see me this way; let alone BE this way. Bare with me, Self!